My story

wipe the tears and pretend everything is ok

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer
nicer

What do I feel when I look into your eyes?

What do I feel when I hear your voice?

What do I feel when I see you smile?

What do I feel when you touch me?

What do I feel when you say"I Love You"?

Do I really feel the same?

Look into my eyes,

What do you think?

If you need to hear me say it then I will tell you my feelings.

I feel Trust when you say you Love me,

I see a beautiful ocean of love when I look into your eyes,

When I hear your voice,I hear nothing but Love and Honesty

When I see you smile,I know you must be happy because you hardly ever smile,

When you touch I never want you to let go...for you give me the Strength and Power I have always longed for.

You bring me up when I am down,

You turn my frown upside down.

Whenever I say I love you
it just doesn't seem to be enough
trying to find a better way
I know its going to be tough
looking deep into my heart
for the emotions I don't always show
trying to find a better way
for the words you already know
wrestling with my emotions
digging deep into my heart
trying to find a better way
but I don't know where to start

When you're in love no one else is in the room,
Your mind is cleaned so there is no fear or doom,
You hold hands and give each other kisses and hugs,
And you never want to let go,
Or at least that is what I feel when i'm around my boyfriend,
Im really short compared to him but he doesn't really care,
But then again I prefer taller guys,
My heart is in his hands,
It's black because it has been broken so many times,
Maybe he can bring the color back,
Or he might eventually break it,
I have no feelings,
No more tears to cry,
My red blood has run dry,
Some people say I am ugly or just plain wierd,
But I don't let them get to me,
I know who I am at the end of the day,
They're just jealous,
[Because I have a sweet loving caring hot boyfriend,
And he loves me back,
I'm just extremely lucky,
To have him in my life,

I look into you eyes
and all i see is the pain you hold
how can i take it away
can i even help

you say you are not
capable of being loved
or loving others
but i love you

you've been through
heartbreak and everything
but i want to take it away
make it all better

can i do that
will you let me in
trust me i will not hurt you
like those people did

I want to be there for you
but i can't
if you won't let me in
so let me

let me love you
let me care for you
i do love you
i do care for you

can't you see that
why can't you tell
that I'm always here
no matter your feelings

in your heart
or in your mind
just tell them to me
and I'll help

through think and thin
I'll help
through hurt and happy
I'll be there

just trust me
please
i won't let you down